Damnation

When I'm down, I look at places on the internet that'll sell me Testogel. It's only £120 for a month's supply. I could afford that.

But I shouldn't, and I'll wait, but it's horrible. Long grinding days, they just don't pass by, they drag slowly like a cat licking velcro.

I can't bear the waiting! Not knowing what's gonna happen. Will it even be this year? For fucks sake it's been so long alreadddyyyy... My life is swirling away down a drain whilst I sit here pretending I can hold a river with my hands.